The Fear of 'God'?!

 Let us hear the conclusion of the whole matter: Fear God and keep His commandments,
For this is man’s all. - Ecclesiastes 12:13

 There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear, because fear involves torment. But he who fears has not been made perfect in love. - I John 4:18

If you were brought up in Christianity like I was, you are doubtless very familiar with this concept! First of all; who is 'God' & why should we fear 'Him'? Secondly, if we fear 'God', can we truly say we love 'Him'? On the other hand, if we love 'God' can we truly say that we fear 'Him'? Given that 'fear', especially in reference to 'God', has a secondary meaning of 'to revere', we're faced with the same issues. If, according to The Preacher, we are to REVERE 'God' & keep 'His' commandments, there is still the blaring question to be answered; "If we fail to keep 'His' commandments; what then?" Is there reason to fear?! Same with Reverence; "if we do not render 'God' 'His' due reverence; what then?" If this is man ( kind )'s all, then if we do not fear ( revere? ) 'God' OR keep 'His' commandments; the Bible is pretty clear what happens! 

Getting back to the first question, "Who is 'God' & why should we fear ( even 'revere'? ) 'Him'?' First, "Who IS 'God'?" According to what we read in the Bible, 'God' is the Creator, a Being of Pure Light Who is responsible for everything we see, whether directly or indirectly. I'll give you this; if indeed this 'God' did create everything we see, again, whether directly or indirectly, that would definitely be a good reason to revere 'Him'! However, what real, actual proof do we have that 'He' IS the Creator, other than "the Bible tells me so"? Faith tells us that 'God' is the Creator & Faith tells us as well that the Bible is true! 

So, why should we fear 'God'? Is there a valid reason for fearing 'God'? Again, the Bible itself is rife with examples of why we should fear God: if one fails to keep 'His' commandments, as he or she should, then according to the majority of Christians, that one may suffer eternal torment in the Lake of Fire! But, then again, "why SHOULD we take the Bible's word for it?" Actually, this bit of fear-based propaganda is itself founded on a misinterpretation of the Hebrew & Greek texts. The "Lake of Fire" was an event that was visited on the Jewish, or Hebrew people in the first century. Enough about that though; the point is that "yes", the 'God' of the Hebrews was most definitely One to be feared if you failed in any of 'His' commandments!

Reading the Hebrew Scriptures, as well as the book of Revelation, which is itself based largely on the Hebrew Scriptures, it is fairly evident why the Hebrews had such a fear of their god. However, if it was just in the Hebrew Scriptures that we found evidence of the fearfulness of the Hebrew god, the argument elucidated earlier could almost be employed here, but throughout history ( if you can trust even that ), there is much evidence of how the fear of this god of the Hebrews disrupted & in many cases, brought war & genocide to many otherwise thriving cultures. This is not to say that this god of the Hebrews CAUSED all of this disruption & mayhem, though we DO have 'evidence' from the Hebrew Scriptures themselves - Isaiah 45:7, for example ( I may be accused of 'cherry-picking' here, but this a good example of who the god of the Hebrews was really like; there ARE others ) - of the pettiness of this god of the Hebrews!

Turning to the Greek Scriptures, usually called The New Testament, we are introduced to an almost entirely different 'god', in the form of Jesus, who was the Christ. Although Jesus made the claim that he was the son of the Hebrew god, the notion that Jesus somehow tamed his father down almost seems to gain a foothold! Jesus was more inclusive than exclusive, though he DID say once that, "I was not sent except to the lost sheep of the house of Israel" ( Matthew 15:24 ). Rather than condemning those who failed to keep god's commandments, Jesus treated them with love & kindness, though admittedly, he DID tell them to "go ^[a]and sin no more" ( John 8:11 ). On the other hand, Jesus was known for his condemnation of the religious leaders of his day, those who strove to keep alive the Fear of 'God' in the Hebrew peoples!

Fear is definitely a great motivator, but more potent by far - to Infinity, really -  is Love! Jesus came to show us this; that loving, not fearing each other & yes, 'God' was The Way to Life. Fear only leads to Death, a saddening fact which History has made abundantly clear. History shows us, for one, that religious fervor ( Fear ) has been behind the overwhelming majority of wars that this world has borne witness to. For another thing, whether it's a fear of those who are different or a fear of the unknown, Fear has been the cause of most, if not all of the unrest & dis-ease in the world. Love, on the other hand, comes naturally to us!

In this day & age, rife with Fear & Hatred, one might be laughed at for making such a statement & indeed, it IS very optimistic! However, given the centuries of programming that humanity has labored through, one would be very hard pressed to even come near to the Truth of such a statement. No, to a psychopath, Love would probably not come naturally, although it could be argued that even a psychopath has feelings & when it comes down to it, would likely, especially when it comes to family, act more out of Love than Fear. Like I say, though, "It could be argued"; whether it could be successfully be argued might be another matter entirely!

Love; DOES it come naturally & if so, "how could that be?!" Well, risking sounding like a broken record, "it is because we ARE Love!" I know, I know, "Easy to say, hard to prove!" Yes, "as above, so below"; in this day & age it seems to be a preposterous proposition, at the very least, but if 'God' who is Pure Energy, is Love, then we too, in our Inmost Being, are Love as well, for we too, at our very Foundation, are Pure Energy! So, we've come to the most important question; "Who IS 'God'?!" 

For lack of a better term ( "if that even covers it!" ), one might call his or her Higher Power 'God', 'the Universe', or simply, 'Energy'. 'Love' even works! Some people, such as atheists, refuse to believe in ANY sort of Higher Power, such as the Christian 'God', who in essence is the Hebrew god. I acknowledge that the existence of this, or any 'God' at all, is difficult, if not impossible to prove. Here is where Faith comes into play. It takes some amount of Faith to believe that there actually IS such a Higher Power; it simply is beyond any real, or actual proof, no matter what some people say, for instance, those who claim to have spent time, to whatever extent, in some Afterlife 'Heaven' or some such. This is not to say that just because such a Being ( or Beings? ) cannot be proven 'beyond all shadow of a doubt', such a Being ( or Beings? ) does not or cannot exist, just that it DOES give one pause when considering their own Higher Power.

One's 'Higher Power' need not necessarily be 'God', 'the Universe', 'Energy' or even one of the traditional pantheon of Gods or Goddesses. One's own Higher Self will serve just as well ( or better ). Communion with one's Higher Self helps us to KNOW, rather than just believe, what is right & what is wrong ( one might well refer back to the biblical story of Adam & Eve here, and the apparent pettiness of the Hebrew 'God', Elohim ). If only we would learn to trust our Higher Self, Life would be so much simpler. Trusting our Higher Self may, according to some, require as much Faith as believing in a Higher Power, but at least we have proof that WE exist! That we each have this so-called 'Higher Self' may require a bit of a leap of faith, although the Lower Self is explained well by those who think with the wrong head, i.e., with their lower, or animal nature. 

"As Above, so below"; Love is the Way to Life; Fear only brings Death! Love of one's neighbor, for instance, which is admittedly just one of the Universal Truths of the Hebrew & Greek Scriptures, is simply common sense; if one loves his or her neighbor & treats them accordingly, most likely their neighbor will return the kindness ( not always, but most often ). Most importantly though & I cannot stress this enough; LOVE YOURSELF! This is truly man ( kind )'s all; as a friend of mine, who has since passed to the other side, said once; "Love God & do what you want!"

Namaste' & Blessed Be!

Sage Charles

Becoming My Best Friend

To be totally honest, when this phrase first entered my thick skull, I was actually thinking about how I was starting to emulate the person that I love, that I live with, but really, this blogpost is about how I in particular, am realizing how I can be my OWN best friend or my own worst enemy! 

"Today, I am NOT my best friend!" You know how the saying goes, "Some days, I'm my own best friend!" Well, lately, that's not been true for me. In my intellectual capacity, how it's supposed to go; "I now release everything that no longer serves me!" That sounds all good & everything, but on the other hand, "What DOES serve me?!" What does that truly mean? Does it mean if something doesn't serve our sensibilities we should let it go? If it just doesn't FEEL right we should just let it be? ( by the way, there's that word )  

For the past several years, I have endeavored to 'let go' the use of the word 'should'; "Why?" you may ask. Because that is something that we have been taught, or programmed with, that doesn't necessarily always serve, or benefit us! Before we go too far here; let me just clarify that by advocating only what serves, or benefits us, "I'm not all saying we ought to be selfish about it & think ONLY of ourselves; just that we often need to focus on us & OUR needs, in order to 'recharge', as the saying goes. ( "If we're depleted; how CAN we serve others?!" )" Back to the word 'should'; if a truck is speeding toward us, we probably SHOULD get out of the road! On the other hand ( speaking of best friends ), it's tempting to think, "I SHOULD really say something, because I don't think this is the right way to do it!!" SHOULD we, though? Might not he or she know a better way of doing things? ( Or at least, what works best for THEM! ) Again, on the other hand, if we see ANYONE about to do something that goes against common sense, SHOULD we warn them, or SHOULD we just let them take their lumps?! This is where choice & Free Will are firmly seated. It might seem that warning them would be the kindest thing to do, but it usually isn't that simple! "What if they need to learn a certain lesson & by warning them ( if they HEED our warning, anyway ), they miss the lesson & therefore we end up harming them in the long run?!" 

Along these same lines is another phrase that has presented itself to me in the past number of years; "Beware lest you partake in other's Karma"! I'm pretty sure we've been down this particular road before, but let's talk about self-sacrifice for a minute. Our programming has taught us that it is a noble thing to help, or assist others at our own expense. While it IS a noble pursuit to help or assist others & is NOT in itself a bad thing, it is when it comes at our own expense, or to our own detriment that it becomes a major problem. "Why a major problem?" you ask. Let me answer your question with one of my own; "How are we supposed to help others if we cannot first help ourselves?" Another way to put it is, "If we are depleted ourselves, what then do we have to give to others?" When we take care of ourselves first, then we are able to help others as needed. Of course, 'Choice' comes into play here, for just because we see, or better said, maybe, "PERCEIVE" a need; there may not actually be a NEED, but simply a WANT. Perception is Key, for both parties, because one may perceive a need, while the other perceives that they have a need. Then again, one may, through their Intuition, understand that the other has everything they need, while the other sees their lust, or want as a need. Here is where we enter the spiritual side of the equation!

Having previously discussed ( quite a few times, actually ) the glorious fact that We ARE Love, we may dispense with that for now, though I WILL mention that because of this glorious fact, the limitations I mentioned earlier are based on our own perception. Programming is a major culprit here as well, for we have been taught that we are primarily human ( biological ) beings & thus subject to the limitations of biology. The Truth is though, that We, as primarily Spiritual ( Divine ) Beings, have need of nothing! Now, AS human beings, we DO have needs: Food, Water, Rest being the top three! I'm not saying that we can go without these for long, much less succor others, just that We, as Love personified, CAN give ( Love ) without fear of depletion. However, if our perception of ourselves includes limitations, as it usually does, then we must exercise great care in our administration!

I'm pretty sure ( "As above, so below" ) that most, if not everyone reading this knows what I mean when I talk about "Becoming My Best Friend": how exactly to do so may be a completely different matter! In my own life, I have an incomplete understanding of the phrase, logistically speaking & even less willingness, or impetus to do what it takes. Thus, I would not presume to tell anyone else what to do in their own life in order to make this dream come true for them. The reason for this, of course, is that everyone is different & thus would view being their own best friend differently. Earlier, without necessarily elucidating the question in these terms, I proffered the question, "How DOES one become their own best friend?" Does it necessarily involve, "as above, so below", letting go of whatever ( including people? ) no longer serves us? Let go of anger, yes, let go of negativity, yes, even false ( forced? ) positivity, but what even does any of this look like?! For me, it looks like anything & everything from lashing out at anything & everything to bawling at the drop of a hat ( or at least feeling like it ) to saying things like "people suck" ( "I'm fucking serious too!" ) All of the above involve feelings, of course, which, we're taught, cannot be trusted. To a point, I agree, for feelings can change like the weather, though we must understand that we have them for a reason. We ignore them at our peril, though rather than acting on them, we might rather consider embracing & exploring them. As we come to terms with Who & What We really are, we will begin to understand our Feelings more as Intuition, something ( Intuition ) which we will come to learn we CAN trust! ( "I'm still working on this!" )

"I don't FEEL like I'm Love!" "No shit, Sherlock", REALLY?! Maybe that's because your feelings, your emotions, come from the human part of you! Your Divine Nature IS Love, just as we were taught, "God is Love", but if you do not have communion with your Divine Nature, In Essence, are not in touch with your 'God-self', all you will have to lean on are your feelings ( that, or religion ( another subject, another day ). We ALL have our days, days when you like certain people less than other days, days when we feel less like being kind to ANYBODY, much less to those we DON'T like; point being, even when we KNOW, when we HAVE that Communion with our Higher Self ( "Personal experience" here ), there are days when we really don't feel like loving anybody, not even ourselves! These are the times ( mea culpa ) when we NEED to take a minute to readjust, to recharge our batteries, even if just for a minute. 

Again, "Perception is Key!" Whether we FEEL like the other is not deserving of our Love, or whether we're just having "one of those days", it is simply our perception, NOT a Fact! Everyone is deserving of our Love ( whether we like them or not ), so if, for whatever reason, we choose not to share our Love with someone on any given day, WE are the ones at fault! If you don't like them, again for whatever reason, that falls squarely in the realm of Personal Choice; neither right nor wrong: "You don't have to like them, just Love them, even if loving them means keeping as much distance between you as possible!" 

"WHY?!"  "How is the convicted sexual predator living across the street WORTHY of Love, much less MY Love?!" First of all, remember that to love is not necessarily to like, or to agree with what your neighbor across the street does, or has done. Second, like it or not, agree or not, your neighbor is, by his or her Divine Nature, Love as well, though they do not realize it. "Is it our job then, to remind them?"There again, it's all in the perception. Some, for whatever reason, may understand that there truly IS no Other, that ALL people, though individual in their humanity, are by Nature Divine, that ALL are Energy, while others only see with their physical eyes, hear with their physical ears & think with their mundane minds. These look at what this predator has been convicted of & based upon their feelings, judge this person as not worthy, not worthy of love, maybe not even worthy of Life!

"Karma" What is it & why do people ( mea culpa ) say "Karma is a bitch!" ( Actually, 'Karma' IS a bitch; a friend of mine has a female pit bull that answers to that name ) But seriously, I'm pretty sure that my readers are all more or less familiar with the concept of karma, though if not, Google will remedy that PDQ. Another phrase I've coined is, "Karma's only a bitch if you are!" Speaking of the typical sexual predator mentioned above, though we may feel that they deserve no less than the death penalty, it is not up to us to decide whether they should live or die! Or is that just my own programming talking? Do we have the right to decide who lives & who dies? "Certainly NOT!" Most ( law-abiding ) people would immediately respond. But "WHY?" Why do we NOT have that right? Is it because we don't have a badge or a piece of paper that says we have the authority to make life or death decisions? Is it because the majority of people have not GIVEN us that right by electing us to a certain office?

The question of whether or not we may, in certain cases, take the law into our own hands is one that has entered, most certainly, the mind of every individual on this Blessed Earth, at one point or another! Why do the majority of people leave it up to either the elected officials or the hired guns ( LEOs )? 'As above, so below", why should THEY have any more right than 'We the People"? ( "DO they have more right than 'We the People'?!" ) The answer, in other words maybe, is that the average Joe ( or Jolene ) SHOULD NOT be able to make such a decision ( I understand that I've gotten off on a tangent here, but please bear with me ); "SHOULD NOT": there it is, "SHOULD". We SHOULD, or SHOULD NOT act a certain way, according to the programming that ALL of us have received, to whatever extent. "Should I do THIS, or should I do THAT? How do we decide? Religionists, whether Christian, Jew or Muslim ( to name just a few ) would most likely say, in other words maybe, "Our Holy Book tells us what we should & shouldn't do!" here's a question for my readers though, "Why SHOULD we listen to some outside source, 'god' or 'book', rather than what we KNOW within ourselves to be Truth?" The problem, as I see it, is that the overwhelming majority of individuals on this Living Planet ( this country in particular ) do not realize that THEY ( "We the People" ) have the Power! Now, I understand that not every individual out there, the average Joe or Jolene, may or may not have the mental capacity to make such a judgement, not being attuned to their Higher Nature. However, as the case may be, we have given most of our rights over to a select group of individuals, who have in turn, many of them anyway, been corrupted by that Power. "SHOULD we, or SHOULDN'T we?!" You be the Judge, but as for me, I will listen to my Intuition before I will listen to some 'god' or some 'book'!

"What does all this have to do with 'Becoming My Best Friend'?" My concern, as is probably the concern of most every awakened individual out there, is that, not just every individual reading this, but EVERY individual out there, become their own best friend! I wish for everyone, especially the typical sexual predator, etc. etc. would learn to have communion with their Higher ( Divine ) Nature! If only we could ALL just learn to get along, not because they SHOULD, but because they WANT to, because we NEED each other! 

"Should we let go of what no longer serves us, in order that we might become our own best friend?" Depending, of course, on what your individual perception of 'letting go' is, it is doubtless necessary, "as above, so below", to let go of anger, etc., etc.

"What does all this have to do with "Becoming My Best Friend'?" Imagine a world, if you will, where EVERYONE is their own best friend, instead of their own worst enemy! If everyone were to realize that THEY have the responsAbility to choose whether to view the Other as a potential enemy, or as a Brother or Sister, we MIGHT start to see peace in our Time! "To be continued......."

Namaste' & Blessed Be!

Sage Charles

The Mother of All Living

 But the Lord is the true God;
He is the living God and the everlasting King.
At His wrath the earth will tremble,
And the nations will not be able to endure His indignation.

Jeremiah 10:10, New King James Version of Hebrew Scriptures

 And Adam called his wife’s name Eve,^[g] because she was the mother of all living.

Genesis 3:20, New King James Version of Hebrew Scriptures

 

Not forgetting the covenantal nature of the Hebrew Scriptures in particular, it must be noted that the word "earth" in the second half of the passage from the Book of Jeremiah might better be translated "land", as referring to the Land, or even People of Israel. 

I, as many of my readers no doubt were, was brought up in a fine ( strict ) Christian home that had swallowed, hook, line & sinker, the notion that when the Bible said that Eve was "the mother of all living", it meant that literally, as in, she was the first female ( human ) being on Planet Earth. As I grew up in Christianity, especially toward the End of my Journey therein, I came to understand this in a more covenantal sense, as in, Eve was the Mother of Israel. In the greatest sense, of course, Eve was the Proto-Mary, or the Mother of Jesus, who became the Christ, or Messiah to Israel, who could not seem to figure out how to save themselves! In a more arcane ( "mundane"? ) sense though, it could said that Eve was the Human Manifestation of the Earth Herself, "As above, so below", in the covenantal sense, whereas "the earth brought forth grass, the herb [ that ] yields seed according to its kind, and the tree [ that ] yields fruit, whose seed [ is ] in itself according to its kind" ( Genesis 1:12 ). 

I've often said, for the past 5-10 years, "Mother Earth is tired of being raped!" When this notion first crossed my mind, it was during the height of the fracking industry over in the Dakotas. In the most physically graphic sense, this involves drilling into the very Womb of Mother Earth, but it also refers to things like Joni Mitchell wrote about, "They paved paradise and put up a parking lot". In the relatively short history of this great nation, the good ole' U.S. of A., there can be found one glaring example after another of Humanity's greed being sated, at least temporarily, at the living expense of Mother Earth. Now yes, Her resources ARE there for us to benefit from, but at what cost? How long can we continue to drill into Her, extracting Her precious lifeblood, without consequence, either to Her, or to ourselves?! ( In case ANY of my readers are wondering, "YES", I AM a 'tree-hugger'! )

Well, of course; after a comment like that, I really MUST say a bit about those most noble & hardy ( even majestic ) creatures! While wood, depending on the species, the age & certain other specifications, I'm sure, is undoubtedly one of the most beautiful, if not versatile building mediums available; it is by far not the least expensive, either for humanity, OR for our Mother Earth! Referring to the lyric from Joni Mitchell's 'Big Yellow Taxi', multitudes of our majestic earthbound brothers & sisters have ignominiously been removed from their roots in order, not only to "put up a parking lot", but to make more room for multi-million dollar mansions. I'll be the first to admit that much of this intrusive destruction of our forest lands, both for lumber & lots, is put to good use, for example, low income housing & the like, but the majority of such 'land-grabs' come down to one thing; GREED!

Speaking of construction, the technological advances of at least the last 50-100 years have shown us some building techniques that are not only less expensive, particularly in the long run, but much more sustainable! Hemp is one such material that is much less expensive as well as way more sustainable. A quick Google search on the subject will show that its uses range anywhere from a type of fiberglass ( tougher than plastic-based ) to a lighter, stronger type of building block, to a much less expensively produced toilet paper. Hemp grows much faster than trees as well, so in that sense, if no other, it 'wood' be more sustainable & make a lot more sense!

But this is the least of our worries! You might have heard rumors, or even more than rumors, that the recent weather issues in the Carolinas, North in particular, have been engineered by a certain shadowy organization, in order to acquire the lithium deposits in that area of the country. "How much, if any Truth is there in such rumors?" You must be the Judge, but again, a quick Google search will provide you with much more information than I have given my readers here. One quick note, then I will leave it to you to decide for yourself. This may fall into the category of 'Conspiracy Theory', but knowing what we all do ( or should ) about the capabilities of our own Government ( "Technology" ), it would not be a great leap to imagine that such a 'Shadow Organization' exists & is actively engaged in these matters.

I very seriously doubt there is a single one of my readers who is unfamiliar with the phrase 'Global Warming'! While there is doubtless something to the notion that humanity's greed is behind this travesty, much of what is occurring on a global level can be attributed to the cycles of Mother Earth, which, by the way, has been around a LOT longer than what many of us have been led to believe! For instance, my family and I watched one of the 'Ice Age' movies the other night; you know, the one where all the ice caps were melting ( "Hmmm; sounds familiar, right?!" ), BUT this was before things such as 'greenhouse gases'! There were barely any humans around & definitely NO modern technology to detrimentally impact the ozone layer! Oh, wait..................."Dino Farts"?! 

But, "Seriously", 'Global Warming'?! Unless one actually believes the Story that the Earth is only 6,000 or so years old, then it should not be hard to imagine that much of the 'Global Warming' we see is not something new, but is simply part of the cyclical nature of the Living Planet we call Home. Don't get me wrong, 'greenhouse gases' are doubtless as much of an issue as the crazy weather patterns that our country, not to mention, other parts of the world ( "Thanks, HAARP!" ) has been experiencing of late. However, with that being said, we could be treating our loving Mother better. As to what I said earlier, about Her getting tired of being raped; you might well wonder if I'm saying that She's actively 'fighting back', like She's a Sentient Being or something! Again, you must judge for yourself, but I would unequivocally answer with a resounding "YES!" When, for instance, New Orleans, Louisiana experienced that dreadful hurricane & subsequent flooding back in 2005, some people claimed that 'God' had brought it on the City because of its 'Sin'. If you know anything of the history of the City, you might understand that it was formerly more swampy than Washington, D.C.! When a hurricane as lethal as Katrina hits, you're damn right you're gonna see some flooding! Whether you believe that a 'Loving God' such as Christianity tries to portray brought this tragedy on those poor people because of some perceived 'sin', or that Hurricane Katrina just happened to hit the City at just the 'right' time. The people of New Orleans learned a valuable lesson; "Ignore the Laws of Nature at your peril!" ( I'm by no means saying that New Orleans got what it deserved, but I WILL say this, "If indeed New Orleans was paying the price for their sins; it was for 'sins' against Mother Nature, not some imaginary 'God"! )

Some might question my quotation of Jeremiah 10:10 at the beginning of this post. I must admit to some 'cherry-pickin' on my part, so, in the way of explanation, one thing I will tell you, "I'm not exactly sure!" I can tell you this for sure, though. I may not have picked a better example of how vindictive the 'God' of the Bible is! I probably could have, but to tell you the truth, this verse also shows 'Him' as just about as petty of a king as any human king EVER was! "What does this have to do with the price of tea in China?" you might be asking; "Read on!"

I must admit a bit of vociferousness when it comes to Christianity! Whether or not this comes from my singular experience ( "maybe I'm really down on myself for letting myself be fooled for so long........" ); I now see the error of my ways. What I used too attribute to the 'god' of Christianity, I now understand to be simply the outworking of the Laws of Nature! Our Mother, in the biological sense, is the Earth Herself ( the only 'mother' in the Bible is Mary, the Mother of 'God', or Jesus ). Our biological bodies, from the time they are formed in our human mother's wombs, to the time when they return to the Womb of our Mother Earth, are nourished with food & water that come from Her plenteous Womb. Maybe without realizing, those who acknowledge this Sacred Bond worship Her in Spirit & Truth! I say "worship", because in the etymology of this word, it simply means 'to ascribe worth'. She IS Worthy, for She has given Life to all Living, including plants, trees, rocks & hills!

Sage Charles

 

 

The 5th Dimension; The Realm of Possibility

 Harmony and understanding, sympathy and trust abounding
No more falsehoods or derisions, golden living dreams of visions
                                           Mystic crystal revelations, and the mind's true liberations                                            - from The Age of Aquarius, by The Fifth Dimension

 

In certain circles, there is much talk lately that we are on the cusp of, if we have not already entered into, the Fifth Dimension. "What exactly IS this Fifth Dimension?" one might ask. Well, THAT probably depends on your perspective! To some, physically speaking, it is a classical unified field theory of gravitation and electromagnetism built around the idea of a fifth dimension beyond the common 4D of space and time and considered an important precursor to string theory, while to others, it a way of living. Living in the Fifth Dimension, according to this author, there will only be pure Love & Light, there will be Unconditional Forgiveness & Acceptance, there will be Instant Manifestation, Unlimited Possibilities, Beyond [ the limits of ] Time & Space; we will live in The God Vibration, with Expansion, Healing, Oneness, Interconnectedness & so much more! Allow me to suggest that 'The Fifth Dimension' is 'Heaven'! No, the traditional ( orthodox ) view of 'Heaven' probably doesn't fit the bill here, in particular maybe, because it doesn't mention 'Heaven' as "the Abode of God", as the Bible clear states. "No, wait; that Strong's Concordance! It IS interesting, however, that [ secular ] Science can only theorize about this 'fifth dimension', while it is clearly, at least according to the author mentioned above, Kimberly Meredith & yours truly, a manner of living! Much, for example, has been made in certain circles, not just of the term, but of the act of Ascension. If by Ascending, we mean all of the above, In Essence, living in Unconditional Love, et al; then yes, by all means, Ascend. But do not leave the World behind: in other words, Unconditional Love means that NO ONE is beyond our scope! This does not mean that by our unconditional acceptance, forgiveness, etc., we have to love them as if they never hurt us, or anybody else, for that matter. Or does it?! Yes, we forgive them, but that doesn't mean we commune with them ( unless there is mutual consent ). Healing comes, yes, when we forget what they did, but it doesn't mean that we give them the chance to do it again. What it really comes down to, for this blogger, is that when we realize that we, as the Human Race ARE in Truth all One & that EVERYTHING is interconnected, not JUST Humans, but all of Nature as well, then we are living in The Fifth Dimension, or 'Heaven'!

The phrase, "It's not outside the realm of possibility" is doubtless a familiar one to most if not all of my readers. I'd like to propose this as the modern-day mantra for living in the Fifth Dimension! "Is it even possible, in this world we live in, to love unconditionally, or without condition?' one might ask.Well, of course it's possible, though I must admit, it doesn't seem very likely. Jesus said "Love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who spitefully use you and persecute you"! Now, to be fair, He DID say this to those first century Jews, but this, one might note, could be perceived as a Universal Truth, especially in regards to the Fifth Dimension. 

One problem that we, as a Race in this World of ours face is a faulty understanding of Love; Love is not [ necessarily ] synonymous with Like! In other words, you don't have to LIKE someone to LOVE them!Love, on the other hand, WILL look different, act differently to different people. One might love his or her neighbor, for instance, by staying as far away from them as possible. Such an act of love might have more to do with self-love ( VERY important ) than anything, though it might mean that they would be tempted to render bodily harm to the other person if they got too close! On the other hand, I have a friend that lost his teenage daughter to a drunk driver. Last I heard, this man, the drunk driver, sits at my friend's table! I'm sure the drunk driver is a drunk no longer & has made amends, but when do you hear of something like this happening? Could you forgive, to the point of sharing your table with this man, a man who had taken your teenage daughter from you? To be honest, I'm not sure if I could, though I'd like to think I could! I'm sure my friend would never have invited that former drunk to sit with him at his table if he didn't like him just a little, but really, when you think about it; that's how Love works! Now, like I said, it's a different process with different people, but Love often turns to Like! I almost said "ALWAYS", but some people are almost impossible to reach. However, "It's not outside the Realm of Possibility"!

Namaste' & Blessed Be

Sage Charles

The Mirror

I have often said, "We see best in others what we despise ( or love ) in ourselves!" These words may be my own, though one might note that the idea behind the word did not originate with me. The idea is that we are all mirrors. While others see themselves, for good or ill, in us, we in turn see ourselves in them. This is but one aspect, maybe, of the phrase, "We are all One"!

While some might appreciate Michael Jackson's words in 'Man in the Mirror' more than others, the notion behind his words cannot fail but ring true, but for the most hardened individuals. It is tempting to look at the world around us & fall into despair, with thoughts like, "How can I ever hope to bring change to this world simply by changing myself?" To questions like this, I would answer; "We can bring change to the world around us by first changing our own reflection, or rather, allowing our true nature to shine through, so that those around us may see themselves, or recognize their true nature in us." I fully understand that the overwhelming majority, maybe, of those who share this world with us do not look at things this way, so again, "It is tempting to despair"! We might well ask ourselves questions like, "Why even try?!" Herein though, lies the problem. "Well, if others aren't will to make the Change; why should I?!" The Point here is not whether you SHOULD make the Change or not; the Point is, "Are you willing to live with the consequences of NOT making the Change: in essence, "Are you willing & ready to continue living with the 'status quo'?!" On the other hand, if you do what is necessary to effect the Change within yourself, then should the world choose to see themselves in your eyes, they cannot help but see their OWN Divinity!

"Wait a fucking minute; "Divinity?!" Yes, "as above, so below", that may seem to be a bit of a stretch with the overwhelming majority of individuals in this seemingly 'fucked up' world, but you read that correctly. Anyone who has followed my blog, to whatever extent, in the past several years, knows that, in my purview, there dwells within each one of us that 'Spark of Divinity' ( as some have styled it ). I have said before that, in other words, "We are are all part of the ( Divine ) Source!" These again, are my own words, though the notion does not originate with me. One might ask what it means, that we are all part of "the ( Divine ) Source". Einstein said, in other words maybe, that "Everything is Energy". "If everything is Energy, does that include the Creator?" This might engender a discussion for another post, but Who IS this "Creator"? As a former Christian, I am more than familiar with this term, though I must say that in my study of Scripture, even the Bible states that "the earth brought forth". So I ask, "Who is the "creator" here?" According to Jeremiah 1:5, Jehovah ( yᵊhōvâ ) 'formed' the Prophet "in the womb", but science has shown us that it is the fertilization of the Egg that produces the fetus, which then 'forms' the human body that emerges from the Womb. Now, certain of my readers may take issue with with what I seem to be saying here & I have no problem with that; if it helps you to sleep better at night believing that there is a creator god that does all these things, more power to you, but as for me; "we are the creators of our own destinies!" Therefore, just as Mother Earth brought forth from Her Womb both flora & fauna, so the human species, both female & male, creates after its own kind. Long answer short then; "Yes, that includes the Creator!" That said, there is, in the view of this blogger, more than one 'Creator'. "Wait a fucking minute, are you now saying there is more than One God?" Why, "yes", "Yes, I AM!"

After dropping THAT bomb, let's get back to the subject at hand! It is painful to think that all the 'bad', as well as the 'good', that we see in the world is simply a reflection of us. In fact, to the majority of my readers, to say nothing of the world at large, it's downright PREPOSTEROUS! "How DARE he say such a thing; I'm a better person than that!" Okay, so maybe right now, living where you live, that's relatively true, but for example's sake, can anyone reading this truthfully tell me they wouldn't defend those they love with their very life's breath?! How would YOU react if some foreigners invaded YOUR country & tried to foist THEIR way of life on you?  How about if these foreigners stayed in their safe little bunkers & sent bombs, smart or not, to kill, almost indiscriminately, your friends & neighbors? Hell, China hasn't even done that ( yet ), but ask almost any true-blooded, patriotic American & you'll most likely hear how much they HATE China! Can you really blame the East for hating the West?! I'm not even going there with 'evil' North Korea..............

"So, you're saying that if the U.S.A. Inc. withdrew from the Middle East entirely, stopped sending bombs over there ( not to mention supplying BOTH sides with munitions ) & started acting like the Christian nation we pride ourselves on being, that the world in turn would quickly offer terms of peace, with the White Dove overcoming the Mighty Eagle, all while carrying that significant olive branch in his beak?!" Sadly, "No"; that's not how it would most likely play out, though it would indeed be a good start! No, unfortunately, with the long history of violence that we here in the West have suffered at the hands of our 'rulers' ( all, or mostly in the name of 'God' ), it will not be so easy to extricate ourselves from the mess we've created. In the greatest sense, it would be akin to closing the gate after the horses got out! Speaking of closing gates, the situation we currently face down South, with illegal immigrants flooding our country, seeking asylum from persecution & poverty in their own country; "Yes, many of these illegals are causing us all sorts of problems, but much of that, I daresay, is our own damn fault!" "Our fault?" you might say. "How the hell is it OUR fault?! So, we must now return to the Mirror; for that is where it all begins.

I will leave the rest up to you, my dear readers, to figure out, for everyone is going to have a different experience when they look in the Mirror. Everyone has their demons, their shadow said that they must confront, even embrace with forgiveness & not till this is accomplished in our own lives, within our own hearts, will we experience any sort of lasting Peace in the World at large. To this End, I wish all my readers the Best as you dare to go where Angels fear to tread!

Namaste' & Blessed Be

Sage Charles

The Rock

 Now Cain ^[e]talked with Abel his ^[f]brother; and it came to pass, when they were in the field, that Cain rose up against Abel his brother and killed him. 

 - Genesis 4:8 ( NJKV )

 

"What if Cain had made a different choice?" Might the Middle East be a bit less of a 'hot-bed' right now if he had? As they say, "it's not outside the realm of possibility", but as I like to say, "there's no use saying "IF" because it happened". For the purposes of this post, though, we will explore the realm of possibility, at least concerning this subject, the Story of Cain, the so-called 'first murderer'!

The majority of my readers are probably more or less familiar with the biblical Story of Cain & Abel. Whether or not one believes this to be an entirely factual account, or a metaphorical, parabolic one, the moral, or lesson, of this Story is that; if we let our Ego determine our actions, it usually doesn't ( if ever ) turn out well! But, again, this post is about what might be the case if things had gone differently.

The ones that are often referred to as 'Our First Parents' ( "mea culpa" ) had been forced by their neighbors to remove themselves from an especially lush oasis in the region of Mesopotamia that was fed by both the Tigris & Euphrates rivers, as well as several other ancient sources. The reason for their exodus may be a matter of conjecture, but as the case may be, they were forced to work harder, with the less fertile soil of the region they settled in, to grow their fruits, vegetables & yes, even grains. For one thing, they found that the soil outside the Oasis was full of Rocks! Fortunately, it was not so rocky that nothing would grow there, but it sure made for a lot more strenuous labor for both of them. As the Pair had become pregnant during their stay in the Oasis, when they were forcibly ejected from their lush surroundings, the Woman was already quite heavy with child, so the Man did much of the work of clearing the land. Try as he might, the rocks were ever-present; "it seemed they kept pushing up from the womb of Mother Earth!" As the Time grew near that she should deliver, the Woman felt in herself that this Child would be significant to their plight. The Day finally came that She finally held a healthy little baby boy in her arms. The Man was very pleased, for he knew that it wouldn't be long before he would have help in the fields. "That & of course, he was overjoyed at the new human they had created!"

Several years later & the Man had done it again! It would seem that He just couldn't stay off of Her ( "not that She really had any reason to complain!" ). After the Woman had delivered Him another healthy baby boy, she decided that it was enough for a time. Their closest neighbor in their new surroundings was quite some distance away, so they were able to live as they wished, as far as the Land would allow, of course. Their first son, they had named Cain, for the Woman, in her premonition, had seen that he would be a master craftsman. Their second son, the Pair named Abel, for the Woman saw this One as a breath of fresh air. As the two grew, Cain began, like his father, to become a tiller of the fields, whereas his younger brother was more likely to be found exploring the local fauna. As often happens with siblings, there began to be a bit of rivalry between the two boys, who were both strapping young men by now. Abel had always been kind of a Mama's Boy, so when he surprised his father by bringing him an offering of one of the local fauna that lived in the surrounding hills, Cain decided that he too should bring his father an offering of the fruits of his own labor. Now, though the Man was not the typical 'Meat & Potatoes' man that we tend to revere here in the West, he did enjoy a good steak once in a while. Since he had just consumed a healthy portion of the offering his younger son had brought him, the Man was in no hurry to eat the fruits & vegetables his older son brought him. Cain was a bit crestfallen, but when the Man noticed this, he simply reminded Cain that he had just eaten his brother's offering to the full & would partake of Cain's offering later. At first, Cain did not understand why his brother's offering seemed to be more acceptable to his father, but when the Man explained to his oldest son that it was not so much that Abel's was more acceptable; it was more that he had been the first to bring an offering to his father ( plus, the Man had not had a good steak in some time! ) "Cain", the Man told his son, "you have a choice to make; you can let your Ego win & continue to be 'butt-hurt' that I accepted Abel's offering, not yours ( although, technically, I simply told you "later", because I was already full ), or you can choose to be patient, taking satisfaction in the knowledge that I have already accepted YOUR offering, just "LATER'!

Cain was still grumbling about this when he caught up to his brother the next day in the field where they just happened to be alone. Although he was prepared to get rough with his younger brother for preemptively ( as HE saw it ), Abel saw it coming ( the shit hitting the fan ), reminding him that the Man was his father too & so if he wanted to bring him an offering of the animal that had willingly sacrificed itself, Cain had no reason to complain. After Cain calmed down & thought about it in those terms, he decided that his brother was right & rather than picking up one of the rocks he saw laying around & bashing his brother's head in, as he had felt like doing; he chose instead to join his brother in his explorations.

After this little squabble, Cain & Abel were the best of friends! As true siblings, of course, not to mention 'human beings', they still had their disagreements, but having learned a valuable lesson, they both came away with a renewed sense of empathy & brotherly love! They both married & in The Grand March of Time, moved on from those desert plains, Cain to the South, while Abel struck out for Eastern parts. Much later, descendants of Cain would become known as Arabs, their multitudinous host covering much of the Arabian Peninsula, while the descendants of Abel, fewer in number, though not by much, became known as Cana'anites & eventually, Hebrews. In time, their tribes, though separated by distance & custom, would often come together in the face of adversity, one helping the other in need. Sometimes there were even squabbles between the two peoples, but when this happened, they were always reminded of what almost was & they quickly forgave & forgot any perceived wrong!

Fast forward many centuries & the landscape looked much the same, with Arab & Cana'anite coexisting peacefully, in harmony both with the land & themselves! Sure, 'as above, so below', brother still squabbled with brother, sister with sister, tribe with tribe, but when their individual peace was disturbed, their separate tribes convened & sorted out the differences, usually just hurt feelings or pride. However, it came about, in the Passage of Time, that a man named Moses arrived on the scene, who claimed descent from their mutual ancestor, the Man named earlier in this account; he made the outlandish claim that the 'One True God' had enlisted him to exterminate these godless, yet relatively peaceful Cana'anites. This proposal, of course, went over like a screen door on a submarine & at first, there were but few who paid him much heed. Moses, enlisting the help of his brother Aaron, among others, succeeded in making such a stink that he was eventually able to change the relatively peaceful landscape into one of war. The cities these invaders attacked began at first to try peaceably to settle any differences they had with these usurpers, but eventually were forced, either to lose it all, including their very lives, or to fight back. Unfortunately, by the time they started to take a stand, they had already been so depleted by the supplanters that their resistance was all but futile. The majority of the fighting men, as well as most of the male children, were decimated, while many of the women, as well as the livestock, were assimilated by these foreigners, who became known as Hebrews!

I realize this account sounds quite different from the one we read in the early part of the Hebrew Scriptures, but as my readers are well aware, 'the winners write the history books', so you may take that for what it's worth! Much of the fighting in the Middle East, which is where this fictional account takes place, has come about because of religious differences! Hurt Pride & Feelings also play a big part in the constant battle that these warring tribes, the Arabs & the Hebrews, have waged for the past several millenia. Lately, in the past century or so, Greed has also played a big part! Adding fuel to the fire, the West, the U.S.A. Inc. in particular, has for the past century or so, decided to stick their nose in where it doesn't belong, for the most part because of Greed. Our fighting men & women are told that they are fighting for our Freedom, defending Democracy & rooting out Terrorists, while Truth be told, they are actually CREATING terrorists by vengefully attacking them on their own soil, in their own Land; in short, the U.S.A. Inc. has been acting much lack the Usurpers of old, the damnable Hebrews, with their damnable 'God'! Rather than Religion, per se, Politics is the main culprit here!

When I began to write this 'account', I had envisioned quite a different outcome to the Story & many of my readers may yet draw their own conclusions, but unfortunately, as the case may be, human nature being what it is, especially when religion is brought into the mix, it is hard not to face the terrible facts! While it is not outside the Realm of Possibility that, with many different outcomes, not just to the Story of Cain & Abel, but to so many other biblical stories, that Peace would reign in the Middle East; human nature, again, 'as above, so below', would have to be overcome. For most, if not all of us, this means a War Within! Peace will come, but only when We realize, as Human Beings, that We are One Race, indeed, One Tribe. Pride, like the proverbial Rock that Cain had lifted up with the intent of murdering his own brother, must fall by the wayside!

Namaste' & Blessed Be!

Sage Charles

The Quest ( Renewed ) For The Holy Grail

"How strange is the notion that Jesus was actually married?" Strange as it may sound to our Western ears, probably about as strange as the notion that He wasn't! Now, before we go down this rabbit hole too much farther, let me just say that it's possible, though not likely, that one of the reasons Jesus got on 'the bad side' of the Pharisees was that, unlike them, Jesus never took a wife. I would think however, that if this were the case, we probably would have some implication of it in the text of Scripture ( ? ). This would not be a great surprise, as it really wouldn't do much, if anything, to enhance the gospel of Jesus the Christ ( or WOULD it?! ). 

"If Jesus HAD been married, would it be detrimental to the gospel message, or would it actually bolster it?" Well, let's think about this a minute, shall we?! While it was, from my understanding, not necessarily a REQUIREMENT for the Priesthood, it was definitely encouraged. If indeed Jesus HAD never married, this might well have been a valid reason for the Pharisees to hate him; "He's flouting our traditions!" However, as I said, "Not likely". The church fathers, with their patriarchal mindset, might have taken issue with a wedded Jesus, but I can see no reason why it would have posed any kind of threat.

As to whether such a notion might BOLSTER the gospel message remains to be seen....................

"Come, Mary; we must make haste!" Jesus urged the Disciple Whom He Loved. As was common with women of any age, Mary of Magdala was taking extra care in preparing to celebrate this special meal with Her Husband & His 12. Finally, with every hair & piece of clothing situated 'just right', Mary was ready! "Quietly, now!" Jesus cautioned. Just being here on this Night of Nights could get Him arrested & likely killed, He knew. Though both He & His Wife knew the risks involved, the importance of sharing this traditional meal with His Chosen Ones far outweighed the danger. Mary didn't have quite the same sense of danger that Her Husband did, for Jesus knew that He was going to be betrayed by one of His 12. Mary quite understood the danger Her Husband faced just by being in the City, but with the great influx from outside the City, even the Nation itself, She decided the risk was much lower than normal!

As Jesus led the way toward the domicile that housed the Upper Room His Friends, Peter & John - 2 of the 12 - had rented for this Great Occasion, He couldn't help but think of the Great Sadness to follow, of which His Wife was blissfully unaware! "Mary," He said, "this will be the last time I will celebrate this Feast!" "Why, what do you mean, My Love?!" Mary asked, Her trembling voice full of concern. "I don't mean to frighten you," Jesus said, " but as soon as the Feast is over, we must leave!" "You Silly," Mary replied, with a hint of relief in Her voice, "I knew THAT already; I'm all packed & Elizabeth is ready for us!" "No, My Love; we're not just leaving the City - even Bethlehem is too dangerous - we have to leave the country!" We're going to Egypt; I have friends there that I haven't seen in quite a few years!" This was unexpected, but as a good Jewish wife, Mary would follow Her Husband to the ends of the world, even to the Gates of Hades itself!

After the agreed upon greeting, Jesus & Mary entered the sparsely furnished room. Somewhat longer than wide, a table ran down the middle of the room, with 14 place settings prepared for Jesus, His Wife & His Chosen 12. Several flagons of a rich red wine adorned the table already, as well as a dish of vinegar & oil at each place setting, with heaps of unleavened bread ( it would be called 'matzos' today ). The lamb, Peter assured Him, was "on the way up!" Sure enough, not long after they were all comfortably reclined, there was a knock at the door & the man of the house, along with one of the household servants entered, carrying a decent-sized roast lamb. Mary, being the practical one, couldn't help immediately thinking, 'I hope that's going to be enough,' but She didn't say anything, because She knew first hand the miraculous way Her Husband could feed a host with little food at hand!

Jesus led the celebration by recounting, from memory, the Exodus from Egypt. While recounting the Story, of course, He couldn't help but note the irony in His words earlier to His Wife! After Jesus had finished telling His Story, He lifted His glass & said, "Indeed, My Brothers, long have I looked forward to celebrating this Feast with you, for I will do so no more until it is fulfilled in the Kingdom of Heaven!" At this, there was, understandably, a bit of consternation on the part of His Chosen 12. Finally, Peter, ever the readiest to speak out ( of place), asked, "What do you mean by that? I mean, JESUS; it's not like you're going anywhere we can't follow! Surely we could just meet You somewhere else?!" "Peter," Andrew gently chided his brother, "let the Man finish!" Jesus replied, after fully raising His glass again in toast, "I will not drink of this fruit of the vine until I drink it with you in the Kingdom!" 'Again with the cryptic speech,' Judas, who was also known as Iscariot, whispered to Simon the Caananite, who was seated next to him. "What was that, Judas? Would you like to share with the rest of the table?" Jesus asked. "That WAS rather rude!" Matthew said, breaking his normal silence. Jesus then uttered the words He dreaded; "The hand of my betrayer is at this very table, supping with ME, with us!" Well, you can just IMAGINE the consternation THAT little revelation caused, not least from His own Wife! "BETRAYER?" Mary exclaimed. The 12 just sat there in silence for a minute, while Mary unleashed a tirade on Her Husband; "I'm not going to even as how you KNOW, because I KNOW You know, but You couldn't at least have WARNED Me?!" Before Jesus could answer, the 12, beginning with Peter, of course, began to ask, somewhat selfishly, I might add, "It's not ME is it? I would NEVER betray YOU!" Knowing it wasn't yet His time, Jesus forestalled everyone by changing the subject - back, of course, to the ORIGINAL one! "What, would you say, Peter - really, anyone can answer this one - is the significance of the Exodus from Egypt?"A little put off by this, Peter rather huffily said, "Well, of course the Exodus itself was our forefathers escape from slavery, but..................." "Mothers too!" Mary interjected. Jesus, always ready to bail Peter out, quickly said, "Yes, Dear; "Mothers too!" Wincing a bit at the gentle castigation from the Disciple Whom Jesus Loved, Peter continued, "It's really a picture of how we escaped the slavery of Sin, by going on a Wilderness Journey to find our true Home." This was a bit of a pleasant surprise even to Jesus; 'Peter HAS been listening!' He thought to Himself. "Not only that, Brethren, it is a Picture of how we can escape the ravages of our consciousness & return to our True Self, the Divinity within each & every One of Us. You look at Me as someone Special, but I say that you will be like Me, accomplishing even greater things than I have done!", Jesus prophesied. After dropping this 'Truth Bomb', which ALMOST went unnoticed ( "Mary kept these things in her heart" ), they discussed what Peter had said for a bit, as several of the others had to add their two cents, Jesus told the 12 to "Dig in", as He would not partake until they had done so. When they had begun to pull at bits & pieces of the roasted lamb, the signatory Sacrifice, Jesus took up one of the loaves, as He had previously, on the occasion Mary had remembered earlier, and bluntly told them, "this bread is significant of my Life, which is given for you; eat it in remembrance of what I am about to do!" Again, the 12, along with His Wife, were flummoxed! "What I am about to do"? 'What do you suppose He means by that?!' This question was foremost on everyone's mind, but Mary kept Her mouth shut this time, knowing that Jesus would reveal in His own good time what He meant by these ominous words! The rest of the meal passed in relative silence, and Jesus took up the cup yet again, saying, "This wine signifies the Covenant in my Life's-blood; do this as often as you partake of it, in remembrance of Me!" Judas, knowing that his time had come, asked Jesus again, for the sake of everyone at the table, "You said that one of us will betray You, Brother, so which one of us is it?!" Jesus, knowing full well that it was the Iscariot, simply said, "It is one that dips his bread with Me in the dish!" 'Well, THAT'S about as clear as mud,' they all thought, 'we're ALL dipping our bread with Him'. Judas, tired of the facade, finally asked,"Is it ME?!" Wearily, Jesus told him, "Yes, Judas; go do what you must!" (Now, what happened next is kinda weird; Mary got it, but the rest of the 12, because they knew that Judas held the purse ( like a secretary ),THEY thought that Jesus was telling Judas to go buy more wine or something ) Mary said nothing at this time, although She shot Her Husband a look of compassion & then leveled a gaze of pure malevolence in Judas' direction. By this time, Judas had bolted for the door, as though he couldn't get out fast enough: he must have felt Mary's deadly glare! When Judas had gone, Jesus again toasted His Chosen Ones, then led them in a Psalm of Freedom. Throwing back yet another, Jesus prepared Himself for a destined meeting, by suggesting to the 12, now 11, as well as His Wife, that they adjourn to the Mount of Olives, in order to wrap up their celebration. Mary, knowing by now what was getting ready to transpire, quietly whispered to Her Husband that She would rather go back to their temporary lodgings & ready Herself for the Trial She felt already. Jesus gave His assent by gently kissing Her on the forehead & left with the remainder of His 12 for the short journey to a small, but private garden near the Mount. Arriving at the secluded spot, Jesus indicated that He wanted to go off by Himself & spend some time alone in prayer. He advised them to do the same. After He had bolstered Himself for what He knew was coming, Jesus returned to find that the Chosen, to a man, had all succumbed to sleep ( it WAS late & the wine HAD taken effect! ). After rousing them, Jesus warned them; "My betrayer is at hand; look lively now!" The commotion of a great crowd was heard about when the lights were seen & soon Judas, leading a small contingent of men, some armed, some not, appeared in front of Jesus. "Is this the Man?" one of the soldiers asked Judas. "It is He Whom I greet thusly!" Judas replied, going up to Jesus & kissing Him like he would a brother. Jesus asked Judas, "Are you betraying me with a kiss, Brother?!" Judas stepped aside then, to allow the soldiers forward, but as he did, one of the Chosen ( "pretty sure it was Peter" ) drew his sword - several had wisely, or so they thought, decided to arm themselves that fateful night - trying to clip Judas' wings ( "but GOOD!" ), yet succeeded only in haphazardly taking off the ear of one of the high priest's servants! "Put that away, Peter," Jesus commanded him sternly, "before you hurt yourself; plus, don't you know: "he who lives by the sword will die by the sword!" ( "I heard that after this, Peter threw his sword down the deepest well he could find!" ) After saying a few Words of Healing, Jesus restored the man's ear, right before they carted Him off to face Judgement!

A few hours had passed, during which those who had arrested Jesus abused Him in many ways, sarcastically mocking the claims to godhood He had made, using this occasion to beat Him mercilessly, but finally, when Dawn had begun to lighten the Sky, Jesus was brought before the Sanhedrin, the main body of His Accusers, or 'Satans'! The Sanhedrin's main concern, on the surface anyway, was Jesus' claim of Divinity: "How COULD a mere Man be God?!" To their strict Jewish mindset, this, of course, was the penultimate blasphemy, not that those Pharisees were REALLY that zealous for their 'God', most of them were simply jealous of Jesus for the things He did & the way He lived His Life! There WERE, however, those in the Assembly who had a valid complaint, at least as THEY saw it. Although many complaints were indeed filed against Him, Jesus validated none of them with a word. Even when some came forward, reminding the high priest that Jesus had once said, "I will destroy this Temple made with hands, but I will raise One made without hands in three days!" this reminder only served to infuriate His Satans even further; "That did it!" He was assaulting their precious Temple, their greatest Idol! Of course, they ASSUMED that He was attacking their Temple, but He was actually referring to His own Body ( that's another Story )! Having reached the end of his patience, the high priest plainly asked Jesus, "Are you the Christ, the Son of God?" Opening His mouth for maybe the first time since His arrest, Jesus, in return, plainly replied, "I AM A Son of God! Hereafter you will see My Judgement on your precious Temple, indeed on your ENTIRE idolatrous nation, which will be scattered to the Four Winds of Heaven!" After this short diatribe, Jesus closed His mouth, refusing to utter another word. Of course, by saying what He had, Jesus had opened the floodgates; the Sanhedrin had everything they needed: He was guilty of the worst blasphemy, claiming to be equal with their 'God'!  However, they were not technically allowed to administer the Death Penalty, so they sent Him over to Pontius Pilate, the Roman Governor of Judea, hoping to have Jesus condemned on the count of spreading sedition. Standing before Pilate, they further accused Jesus, saying, "this vile Galilean stirs up the people of this nation, telling us NOT to pay our taxes to you, our most gracious Benefactors!" Of course, this was not at all true, for Jesus had clearly stated that they were to "render unto Caesar what is Caesar's", but this barely registered with Pilate, for when he heard that Jesus was in fact from Galilee, he sent Him to Herod, who at that time was Tetrarch of that region. As Herod claimed to be a Jew like His Accusers, Jesus had nothing to say to him either, except that He WAS, as Herod wished to know, "the ( TRUE ) King of the Jews". Herod would get no other word of acknowledgement out of Jesus, so he sent Him back to Herod, having found no real reason to have Him put to death. Pilate, being faced with the responsibility of this Man's death, yet again, told those Satans plainly, "Neither Herod nor I have found ANYTHING in this Man worthy of the Death Penalty! I will thus punish Him for the crimes against the State you say He has committed, then I will release Him to you. However, with seemingly one mind, those Satans, His Accusers, continuously chanted, "Crucify Him, Crucify Him, Crucify Him!" Now, Pilate knew enough of Jewish law to understand why they would bring Jesus to him in the first place, so he gave them one more chance to repent, saying, "Would you have me kill your ( true ) King, then?!" They chanted even louder, "CRUCIFY HIM!" So when Pilate heard their staunch betrayal, he washed his hands of the whole affair & hoping he would be heard, said, "I am innocent of this Man's death.!" Then he delivered Jesus up to be crucified!

You probably know the Rest of His Story: Jesus WAS subsequently crucified in the Roman fashion, thus sating the Pharisee's thirst for His Blood, while staying within the bounds of their law. "They hadn't actually nailed Him to the Cross, but they were STILL guilty as sin!" 

Back to the question of whether the fact that Jesus was married would have bolstered the Message of the Gospel, the question itself might be "neither here nor there", but think of it thusly; had Jesus been married, as no doubt, were the overwhelming majority, if not ALL, of His detractors, it would have either 'softened the blow' or made them even madder. On the other hand, would having a wife have detracted from Jesus' Ministry, because of the innate distraction, or would it have allowed Jesus to have a greater compassion for those who cruelly treated Him ( "I forgive them, because they know not Themselves, or what they do!" ) You, my readers, must judge for yourselves!

The Divine Feminine obviously posed a threat to the patriarchal Church Fathers! Try as they might, though, they were not able to erase Her completely from the Record; She is there, if only one is willing to accept Her. By speaking thusly of the Divine Feminine, I do not mean to oppose Her to the Divine Masculine, either; both are needed to bring Balance to the Force, so to speak. The tendency has been to go from one extreme to the other; from Matriarchy to Patriarchy. With the rise of Feminism, that extreme tendency has reared its ugly head, yet again, for as one may witness in this mess of a world that we live in, particularly here in the West, maybe, a lack of balance is seemingly bringing us to the brink of ruin! Thanks be to the Goddesses & the Gods, though; that Balance is slowly being restored, as the True Message of the Gospel is being fulfilled as we speak!

Namaste' & Blessed Be!

Sage Charles